So Far Away.

                                                                   "So Far Away"

Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A laugh that healed the broken heart
With all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart
With all that I could
Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we're so invincible
The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find
A place in my mind
Where you can stay
You can stay away forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Sleep tight I'm not afraid (not afraid)
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me (place for me)
'Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you're so far away

I love you, you were ready, the pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you when He let's me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied

So far away
And I need you to know
So far away
And I need you to, need you to know

P/S: I need you here. :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7ry4cx6HfY

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There's no real life in hell,
But there's no reality on the world,
Of what we have is fakers,
And all around suck ups and posers

The world is not heaven,
When it's all full of suffering,
Nothing's more precious than children,
Whom smiles relieves anything.

Better to know of what we have,
Before what we have can we lose,
Our sanity and our pride,
Is what us humans are made.

The future holds the brightest light,
To enlighten the world from the darkest night,
So get up and ready like a knight,
For our future and our lives, we shall fight.

Life's not what it's cracked up to be.

Assalamualaikum, wow, I never thought I'm gonna be here again, it's been such a long time since I've wrote a post. My blog is really stupid. Nobody's gonna read it. Lol. Ha ha ha, very funny. ==''

Soooooo anyways, I felt an unsettling feeling inside. I feel like life's not going to to well for me. Like a girl, she has a boyfriend, got a job, the boss's kinda nuts, going to school, people ridicule me. People never see me as me, they see me as a fat, useless, uninteresting guy that's really looking to be hot and just like to impress others to get fake friends. Well, what do you know, you fuckin' wrong!

 People ask me, why do I know so many friends? Is it because to become popular? Is it because to get you noticed? Whatever it is, it's not that. It's just my nature. I like having friends, even when they think I'm annoying. Maybe I'm annoying, 'cause that's how I am. I'm never into popularity. I learned guitar because I like to play it. I like to make friends because I like having friends.

 But actually, all those bullshits that they said about me, is really true. Maybe I'm just trying to be popular, maybe I'm just like all those plastic people. They never knew who I really am, but they kept making conclusions on what they see. People judge on what they see, not on what they know.

 So maybe I'm just plastic.

I love you my guitar~

Hey what's up, down, left, right and all around? Lol. It's been awhile since I came here. Wow, dusty, dusty blog. Even cobwebs and lizards came here. Damn. ==''
So anyway, I love playing guitars. Yeah, really love em', Haha, I'm no good at em' but I'm trying my best to improve and become better. Still it's hard to play the guitar. It takes time and patience *patience is not my thing, ughhh* to learn the ways of the guitar. Man, how does those guitarists learn to play? I mean, they are FUCKIN' AWESOME!

Based on what I know *well, from internet actually*, most of these guitarists started to play guitar at a young age. I just started 2 years ago. ==''. And I'm already 19. Dang. But anyway, people said that anything is possible, so I will try my best to become one of the greatest guitarist in the world. Okay, that's impossible but maybe only just the one of the best guitarist ever. It's my dream.

Now, maybe I won't play the guitar for awhile because my exam is just around the corner. Really, just look down there and you'll find it. FUCK YOU STPM!! -,-

Haha. Maybe after finishing STPM, I want to learn the art of playing guitar, the blues way~ LMAO.

I'm going to list some of the top guitarists that I know so, so, errr, just read. :P
1. Kurt Cobain

- Well this fella is the singer and guitarist of the band Nirvana. Mann, just listen to Smells Like A Teen Spirit and you know how good they are. Their solo is just awesome! But he died in 1994 at a young age because of drug overdose. Well, even though he's dead, people still love his songs.

2. Randy Rhoads

- He's the lead guitarist of the band Ozzy Osbourne, the singer is Ozzy Osbourne himself *a band with the singer's name. Weird*. He's famous for his guitar solo in Crazy Train, just powerful melody with umph. Haha. You know, some people asked me if I took the name 'Randy' from this guy. Haha. Maybe.

3. Kirk Hammet ( my idol :D)

- One of the greatest guitarist in the heavy metal music scene, and he's still alive! Lol. The band Metallica had come up with the best albums, like Master of Puppets, Black, Kill em' All and the recent one, Death Magnetic. His solo are just blistering, with a combination of tapping, scaling, fast pull-offs and hammer-ons, with a side order of sweeping and shred baby, shred! He's into the wah wah effect, and he's one heck of a wah wah master.

4. Synyster Gates

- Avenged Sevenfold lead guitarist, and man, he's good, real good. His solos are melodic, with a touch of fast scaling and tapping, and of course, shred! Haha, I love shred. He can play slow rock, he can play grunge, he can play metal, heck give him anything, he can play it.

5. Michael Padget (another idol of mine~)

- Bullet's own guitarist, and quite a good one. Many people doesn't acknowledge his guitar playing abilities because of his short and somewhat simple solos. But when he played the guitar, he played for the fans, not for money or glory. Just listen to songs like Waking The Demon, Scream Aim Fire, Begging for Mercy, Eye of The Storm, Deliver Us From Evil, End of Days and some others, and you can see his true abilities. He's good, hella good. Haha.

Someday I'm gonna be like one of them! Someday!

:D

Judges outside courts. Blerghhhh.

Hey what's up, down and all around? Are you feeling good? Cool? *I feel stupid asking these questions, -,-''* So it's been awhile. Wow, my blog is so dusty, and weird, Lol. So anyways, judges? What did I mean by judges outside courts? By now, I guess you should relieve in this country, no, in this world we live in, many of us like to judge others, even judges like judging *outside and inside, pffttt* Why is this happening in our society? Man, this so fucked up, in so many levels.

Judging people are categorised according to 4 key elements, based on looks, accomplishments, attitude and the amount of money in your pocket *damn true*. Why people judge others? Well, they are stupid. No. Seriously yes. I meant no. No, it's yes. Why should we judge others? To see who is better? There's no need to compete with others. We need to unite, not ignite.

Judging others are deteriorating the unity of society. Would you like to live in chaos? No right? So don't discriminate others just because they are not better or at par with us. Fuck discrimination, fuck judgementalism *a made up word, lol*

Peace out!

Friends. Kawan. Homies. Muchachos. Mates.

Friends brighten your days, get rid of your worries, put a smile on your face, cheer you up, never bringing you down and most important of all, always be with you. Never will they hurt your feelings, your mentality and your life. They will be the guardians that protect you when you are in trouble.

THANKS FRIENDS. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

I'M SO FORTUNATE TO BE BLESSED WITH FRIENDS LIKE YOU.

MAY GOD BLESS YOU GUYS.

MAY WE STILL BE FRIENDS TILL THE ENDS OF DAYS, AND THE ENDS OF TIMES.

GRACIAS. TERIMA KASIH. ARIGATO.

THANKS FRIENDS. :')

What I want for Eid.

Hey dudes and dudettes, what's up? It's been awhile, but here I am, back in the living flash, or flesh, whichever is good, lol. So, anyways, after almost 2 months, I'm here writing this new post.

Well, Eid is like Christmas, but Eid is for Muslims, and it's a celebration after a month of fasting *fasting is where Muslims don't eating and drink or do anything that can cancel their fast that starts from dawn until dusk*. The best thing about Eid ul-Fitr is that it is the month of forgiveness. Everyone forgive one another on this joyous occasion. Even enemies made up during this festive season. Everybody forgives and forgets, simple enough. But for children *and a small part of myself* enjoy Eid because we will get duit raya. Duit raya is a tradition of giving money to the young ones. But some elders are pretending to be young. LOL. Haha. I, myself wants some duit raya. :D

What I want for Eid is :

1. Forgiveness from Allah.

2. Forgiveness from my mom and dad.

3. Forgiveness from my family.

4. Forgiveness from my friends.

5. Lots of duit raya, :P

6. A good health, so I can go and visit my friends and teachers.

7. More rendang, ketupat and kuih raya.

8. Meet my friends.

9. Meet new friends.

10. Be with the one I love.

11. Made up with my friends

And last but not least

12. Talk to the one I love once ago, but as friends.

That's all. See ya.

Randy, ;)